Monday, October 23, 2006

We're going to Austria!

Kuja and i will be traveling to Austria tomorrow!!!

We've decided to take a long vacation (2 weeks) as both of us need some R&R time to recharge from our hectic work schedules.

*ahem* well, maybe hers more hectic than mine lah. :P afterall, she's the one who's always doing overtime, while i practically knock off from work on time every day (THAT should be the way, right?).

anyway, it's bye-bye to my blog for 2 weeks. Will definitely come back with some nice pictures in 2 weeks' time.

till then,
Cheerios~

何谓"劈腿"?

老实说,我本身也是不久前才认识到这个相当有趣的名词. 记得当时我们正在台湾旅行,一群人买了一大堆路边杂志.其中,便有好一些关于什么明星跟什么艺人在拍拖啦,谁又和谁分手啦,复合啦, 之类的花边新闻.
我就在那里看到"劈腿"这个名词.

简单来讲,劈腿就是一脚踏两船的意思.在英文词汇里,也就叫作 "Two-timing". 也就是指一个人在同一个时期和两个异性有亲密关系.在我们这个还是属于比较保守的东方社会里,这通常会被视为小人的一种卑鄙,无耻行为.

为什么我会突然对"劈腿"这词儿有兴趣呢? 哈哈,当然不是因为我有这个倾向啦! (*KUJA可不是省油的灯喔,要是我有任何越轨的行径的话,肯定性命难保,死无全尸!)

只是刚从"明星球员"OWLS那儿打听到一些关于皮箱人的新闻.原来他是被女友发现他劈腿的卑鄙行为,所以后者之后提出了分手.唉..真没想到皮箱人除了为人市儈,稍微阴险之外,原来还是一个花心的浪子!真不愧是GENUS"恶人谷"的第一号敌人.这皮箱人还真是把DOMY给完全给比了下去...

话说回来,男人通常比较"贱",常常会经不起各种诱惑.但凡事也总得有个限度.我个人认为,有时候时间和某种因素会使到一段感情变质,甚至于令一对恋人从爱转恨.在谋些情况下,这也是无可厚非的.但是一个男人要是变心,喜欢上另一个女人的话,我觉得应该干脆一点儿,直接了当地向对方提出分手和其中理由.所谓长痛不如短痛,与其勉强维持一段没有未来的感情,继续纠缠不清,倒不如挥刀斩情丝,潇洒地放手,然后各自重新寻找自己的幸福.

但无论如何,劈腿这回事儿是大多数的人都不能接受的.

皮箱人这回真是太离谱了!哼~想再回来GENUS兴风作浪?那就放马过来吧.恶人谷等着你!哈哈!

Friday, October 20, 2006

How much is that friendship worth?

OG is right - on more than 1 thing..

First, he mentioned, sometime back, that i'm getting more sentimental and reflective as i get older.

I have to agree on that. As time passes, priorities change. That is to be expected, obviously. Nobody stays the same.

But one thing seems to bug me more and more these days. I seem to be more affected by friendships gained and lost, and sometimes I find myself "grieving" over a relationship gone sour, or more often simply just 'diluted' with the passage of time.

Well, maybe "grieve" is too strong a word to use, i suppose. But it definitely saddens me much more than it used to. I mean, back in our good'o schooling days, friendships were taken as a matter-of-fact thingie. Basically, relationships were much simpler then, as everyone around you is a "friend". Of course, there were those whom you were closer to, but that's basically it.

At work, it's much more complicated. There are co-worker relationships (colleagues), client relationships, and relationships with your superiors (managers, bosses, etc.). Not everyone can be consider a "friend" anymore.

In short, relationships are plentiful - new ones are built up everyday, and old ones get trashed like spam mails that we deleted without a second thought. But friendships? These just don't come as easily, do they? These takes time to develop and to grow.

So when a friendship fades and eventually disappears, it is... sad.

I mentioned earlier that OG is right on something else as well...

He said (and i recently heard the exact sentiments echoed by another friend of mine) that friendship requires EFFORT from the parties involved, in order to 'survive' the test of time. And more effort is required if you wish to nurture and grow the friendship.

Some people obviously don't get this.

Or maybe they do. But they feel that the friendship in question is simply not worth the effort to grow, or even just to keep alive. Maybe they'd rather focus their efforts to forging new relationships rather than to keep the old ones. Or perhaps they are so busy opening up new opportunities in so many fronts that they just do not have the time (nor will) to hold on to existing relationships anymore.

I personally believe in the old cliched view that friendship is like wine. The older it gets, the better. But remember - care (read: EFFORT) must be taken along the way to ensure the wine is given the right conditions to mature and age.

You just can't leave them out in the sun to dry...

Thursday, October 19, 2006

千里之外

越听就越喜欢周杰伦的那首歌"千里之外".

曲:周杰倫
詞:方文山

屋簷如懸崖* 風鈴如滄海 我等燕歸來
時間被安排 演一場意外 你悄然走開
故事在城外 濃霧散不開 看不清對白
你聽不出來 風聲不存在 是我在感慨

夢醒來 是誰在窗臺 把結局打開
那薄如蟬翼的未來 經不起誰來拆

我送你離開 千里之外 你無聲黑白
沈默年代 或許不該 太遙遠的相愛
我送你離開 天涯之外 你是否還在
琴聲何來 生死難猜 用一生 去等待

聞淚聲入林 尋梨花白 只得一行 青苔
天在山之外 雨落花台 我兩鬢斑白
聞淚聲入林 尋梨花白 只得一行 青苔
天在山之外 雨落花台 我等你來

一身琉璃白 透明著塵埃 你無瑕的愛
你從雨中來 詩化了悲哀 我淋濕現在
芙蓉水面采 船行影猶在 你卻不回來
被歲月覆蓋 你說的花開 過去成空白

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

The "ideal job"?

Is there such thing as an "ideal job"?

Sounds plausible right? Well, let's see.. To me, an "ideal job" should be:

An activity that you enjoy doing so much that you don't mind doing it (min) 5 days in a row, for (min) 8 hours each day, and which happens to be economically viable such that it provides an income that is able to sustain your desired level of lifestyle.

Sounds cheem? not really. Basically it just says that the "job" must be something you enjoy doing 9-5pm every weekday (at least), and also pays well enough to let you live the life you'd want (ie. satisfy your material wants and desires).

Now, i often ask myself, is there even such a thing in the world?

Hmm.. then again, maybe there really IS something out there for me, for even if there is, i certainly won't find it in Singapore... down here, anything that pays good money is almost certainly something good for our S'pore economy as a whole, but unsurprisingly also dull and uninteresting ( else why would the Govt allow it here in the first place??! )

Had lunch with a colleague and a client who works in a bank. And we all talked about finding better jobs, doing something we'd enjoy, that also pays well. That's what sparked my thoughts about the above...

Sigh, guitar playing might be a worthwhile profession in some other countries in the west, but here, if you're an true performing artiste (in the real sense, not those lousy Mediacorp so-called "artiste"!! ), i think your life is rather miserable. Little money, little recognition, little future...
Unless you venture overseas, assuming you have a real talent, of course.
There! You see? Not here in little S'pore.

Maybe that's why i'm trying to find my own balance in life. I hold a job which is nothing near "ideal", but at least tolerable and can be enjoyable at times. That funds my lifestyle and pays the bills. At the same time, i engage in my favourite activity in my other free time. All the better when i get rewarded for it as well :)

Sunday, October 15, 2006

The Suitcase Man - Reloaded

He didn't come with a suitcase yesterday... He was armed with a laptop instead.
And some notes.

It was really a long day of meetings and more meetings yesterday, i could hardly believe it.. It felt as if i'm back in the Genus Committee, holding discussions about March concert repertoire planning, Music Camp planning, attendance for sectionals, rehearsal discipline issues, etc..
Guess a Genus tutor doesn't just teach guitar technique and hold sectionals nowadays. :P

The 1st meeting was at 1pm, over lunch - and it was the concert repertoire agenda.
This was followed by updates/review of LT13 and other issues with the entire Committee and Shyan-Hwei, at 2pm.

The short sectional and ensemble session actually served as a "break", and at 5pm, we duly met up again for a 3rd round of meeting. This time - the Suitcase man was the key figure.

The agenda? How to make guitar ensembles in S'pore more professional and reach higher standards, ala the various symphonic, winds, even chinese orchestra groups.

The basic ideas brought up by Suitcase weren't bad ones. He suggested having some form of grading system to gauge members' level of competence (to convince us of the need and practicality of having this grading system, he waved the Chinese Orchestra's brochure at us several times. Looked like a politician waving his manifesto.. truly one kind :P ). This will help members in guitar ensembles (not just Genus - he's thinking BIG, as in ALL ensembles from Sec, JC etc.) have a clearer picture of where they're heading, and to learn some good and applicable guitar skills even when they leave the ensembles.

That much i accepted. But the thrust of his arguments appeared to be centred around teaching SOLO GUITAR. More focus on solo playing is the way to go, he went on. Good solo players will make good ensembles. (really?? hmm..) And to make sure they truly are competent, make all the members take guitar exams.

And here's the best one (IMHO): the Genus structure should look like this:

Assistant Conductor - min. Grade 7 guitar (ABRSM)
Sectional Leaders - min. Grade 5
Members - Grade 3-4

I shook my head rigorously at that point (and not just because i would FAIL this criteria miserably.. haha! ). That's bringing things a little too far...

Not surprisingly, for the first 20 minutes or so, the audience - S.H. (not me lah), Raj, Dr R.C., Derek, P.Y. were pretty quiet. They either seemed a little stunned or perhaps unable to respond. I happily took on the devil's advocate role and i kept prodding Suitcase with questions, and requesting more clarifications on this and that.

But 40 min into the discussion, R.C. also became rather impatient (he had to go off soon, and we still had another segment of meeting to carry on with after this...) and began to rebutt some of Suitcase's suggestions as well.

One classic example was when Suitcase suggested using exam grades as a selection criteria for members' intake. I objected, on the basis that some members may have the ability but NOT the qualifications (not all ppl are interested in taking exams, ya know..). And what about those who may not have great skills now, but are able to demonstrate a deep passion and commitment to learn and play the instrument? Then there are those slow starters, who suddenly show great promise after 2 years of relative low-profile-ness. We would be losing these people if we strictly go by the exam grades..

Suitcase then tried to go round my objections by asking R.C. how the Winds went about selecting their members. Didn't they also look at grades, he prompted.

R.C.'s reply? No. We also do auditions. And so what if the fella had grade 8 if he cant play the instrument well? A guy will absolutely no music qualifications, but could play the instrument well enough would be taken in.
Furthermore (and i liked this part best), it also depends on situation sometimes - e.g. if we're seriously lacking basoon player, and this guy who could hold a tune comes along, we'd beg him to join, regardless of grades, or even if he's not as good as we'd hope our players should be.

**Haha.. that reminded me of Genus intake each year. Some years, we get lucky and have a better, more skilled intake, but other years.. well..

R.C's reply seemed to stunned Suitcase. He tried a last ditched effort and turned to Derek & P.Y., and asked wouldnt they want to learn more solo guitar skills in Genus?

The reply - yes, of course. But already the students are struggling to make time for ensemble practice sessions, being swamped with school assignments and their other commitments, how to find extra time for solo stuff? Bottom line - let those who are really interested in solo playing find their own time/resources for solo guitar learning and playing.

Most of us there (minus Suitcase of course) concurred with this. I wrapped things up by in a sentence - Yes, while we (obviously) encourage our members to seek improvement in their own personal guitar development, e.g. solo playing, but the emphasis and resources (time, venue, instruments) in GENUS must be kept for the ensemble activities, which include though not limited to concert(s) preparation and rehearsals.

That said, i appreciated Suitcase's idea of having some sort of measurement yardstick for members to gauge if they're improved over the years they spent here in Genus. But when i asked him for any concrete ideas of HOW to implement this or how he would like GENUS to change to become more focused on technical skills development of its members, Suitcase seemed unable (or maybe unwilling?) to give anything substantial.

I felt, after the meeting , that he gave us a vision of his ideology (to bring guitar ensemble standards in S'pore to a higher level), but no concrete plans for execution whatsoever. Nice sounding ideas, but ultimately hollow due to lack of substance.

All in all, it was rather interesting day of meetings and discussions... (though i got the black face from Kuja who waited for me to come home at 5pm, which i usually do on Saturday afternoons. heh)

Those good'o days of being a Genus Comm member... *sigh* :)

Friday, October 13, 2006

Can't fight this feeling any longer...

Arrrgghh.. sometimes don't you just wish you could sound a little better (tone), a little louder (volume), with a little less effort (playability)???

I can't wait for my guitar to arrive.. less than 2 years to go..

haha. Pardon my temporary insanity.

For those who like to read (and drool) over those majestic and lovely instruments, or simply to know more about famous luthiers and their works, here's a nice website which features some top luthiers across the globe.

http://www.classicguitar.com/featuredluthiers.html

Some pictures taken from the website... (a Ruck, a Smallman and a Humphrey)



Monday, October 09, 2006

Guitaresque's latest repertoire

Eagerly awaiting a response from the National Heritage Board (NHB) regarding my request for venue sponsorship at the Singapore Art Museum (SAM). (I've just sent in a proposal for Guitaresque to do a free concert at the Glass hall at SAM.)

As for our repertoire, here's a tentative lineup:

Carnival - a lively and quick tempo piece composed by Patrick Roux of the Canadian Guitar Quartet, that we performed in the 2004 guitar festival. Bagged us the ensemble section first prize then :)

Blue Ocean Echo/Country Gentleman - an arrangement by Bill Kanegeiser from LAGQ album "Guitar Heroes". One of my personal favourites from that album! Fun to play, but devilishly difficult to execute and to coordinate the passing of melodies from one guitar to another.

Baia - a Brazilian jazz favourite i first heard from the album by the 3 guitar masters - Charlie Byrd, Laurindo Almeida and Carlos Barbosa Lima. I arranged it for 4 guitars (the recording features percussionists and bass), but it seems to lack some 'mojo' when we jammed it. I think all we need is a percussionist! Any volunteers?

Telemann Concerto - our chance at redemption!!! We shall focus more on the bloody 2nd movement.

Cavatina - a crowd pleaser (hopefully). I arranged it for 4 guitars, throwing in some counter-melodies and harmonies. The big advantage over solo version being the ability for the melody line to be sustained longer.

Introducton et Fandango - another of the 'oldies' from our repertoire. Played in 2001 for the Guitar festival. We look forward to bringing this piece to a higher level than we did back then. *Finally i get to strum loud chords again!*

Bach's Little Fugue - last played in 2002/2003, in a Masterclass when Prof Toshio (Niibori Academy) visited Genus at CFA. We've decided to add this piece to boost up on our "serious" repertoire category. *who'd thought we are now finding it hard to find baroque/classical pieces to play! *

Sevilla - an arrangement for 4 guitars (cant recall by whom), and though not as demanding as the solo version, still packs quite a challenge to the quartet, owing to the many coordinated runs that the arranger included. * we've decided to edit the ending bar - make it more HIONG! hahahah!! *

Harumi suite (Dredlock & Along the Edge) - the "most performed" piece in the collection now... We played this Andrew York's classic in this year's Genus R&R, then at the Open Mic at Library@Esplanade. But heck! We like the piece, and from the audience's response at Open Mic, they enjoyed Dredlock too!

Friday, October 06, 2006

Strings Blended III Concert

Tomorrow is the SMU Strings Blended concert, a performance featuring the Guitarissimo ensemble, the Obliggato quartet (or was it quintet?), as well as the students' original compositions - product of the 3 month long workshops conducted jointly by Dr John Sharpley and Mr Robert Luse.

My involvement has been limited to only the Guitarissimo ensemble (for which i am the Music Director/Conductor), and we are presenting only 2 ensemble pieces. To the audience, this may seem like a small drop in the ocean, but to the insiders, which includes not just the players, but also the organising committee of the concert, this 2 pieces took us a lot of time and effort to prepare.

Having spent years in Genus ( first as a player, then as a tutor ), i guess i've come to expect a certain level of technical competence when it comes to being an ensemble player. In recent years, we've generally avoided accepting members who are totally new to music/guitar. And even then, when Raj and i conducted the workshops for the freshmen, we still faced challenges bringing them up to speed to take on the ensemble repertoire.

Guitarissimo, on the other hand, comprises mostly undergraduates with little/no experience in music/guitar playing. As long as the person shows interest in guitar music and is willing to commit the time for practices/rehearsals, them're in. I spent the last 5 months training this group of players to read notes (there're those who did not have any music background, and those who could only read tab), and then to play as a group.

It was tough work, but it feels pretty good when the group starts to gel together, and the music begins to take form. For me, there's a real sense of achievement ( not to mention relief! ) bringing the group from almost 'ground zero' to where we are now. We may not be playing the rachmaninoff or the pagannini equivalent on the guitar, but hey - I'm real proud of my guys at Guitarissimo!

Monday, October 02, 2006

The Suitcase man (my take)

hAha.. i really loved Owl's blog entry's title "The Suitcase man". So much so that i've decided to use the same title, to give my take on this issue.

Actually, similar to Owls, i have no reason to discriminate against the suitcase man. He has not done anything "bad" or treacherous against me. In fact, having worked together with him some 2 years ago on the MOE project, i personally feel that when it comes down to ideas and teaching pedagogy, he can be rather resourceful.

But there's something seriously wrong with his behavior, which makes me think twice about calling him a friend. OG probably nailed it when he used the word "sneaky" to describe his behavior. Why sneaky? well, for starters - there's always an AGENDA when the suitcase man appears, and its something that he wont tell you. For instance, he may call and says he just wants to visit (whether at home or at campus), but actually he needs something from you or from the place he dropping by.
This has happened time and again, and now whenever he appears, you know he WANTS something.

DAmn! why cant you just come out straight and say what's in your mind??!

The other thing, albeit a minor point (in my opinion) is that he seems too goal oriented, so much so that there's hardly anything else you can talk to him about, without coming back to the same old topic (not that i dislike talking about it, since that also happens to be my passion in life! ), and which eventually leads to some "angled pitch" at SOMETHING...

Maybe Owls is right - Suitcase man is simply afraid of rejection, of losing. So he has to hide his true intentions, just in case he shows his hand, and loses out in the game.

Frankly i don't enjoy being in the company of "sneaky" personalities. And apparently (from the various opinions and vibes you get from other FOGs), this is a common sentiment shared by many others.

Well, if it comes down to me having to work with him again, i guess i'll just have to try to avoid getting personal about it, and just simply ACT BLUR when he tries his "sneaky" tactics again.

As long as he doesnt step on my toes... Grrrrrrrrrr...